Phương Hoàng Hamilton: Ngày Rằm Tháng Tư

Ngày Rằm Tháng Tư Âm Lịch

Mỗi năm tới ngày trăng tròn giữa tháng tư tôi kỷ niệm ngày mình được sinh ra đời năm 1956. Năm nay 2016 vưà được 60 tuổi. 60 năm trong đời mình làm được gì? Từ khi sinh ra tời tới nay mình có nhiều chức lắm. Làm con ba má mình, làm cháu mấy ông bà nội ngoại, bác chú cô dì cậu... Lớn thêm một chút làm học trò cấp tiểu học, rồi đi lên từ từ học sinh trung học rồi đại học. Xong hết 4 cấp lớp hết làm học sinh thì làm cô giáo. Bên cạnh việc làm cô giáo là thành bà vợ ông Kim, rồi là mẹ của 3 đứa con, rồi làm bà nội 3 đứa cháu. Kể ra thì mới thấy mình có nhiều chức quá, chức vụ này là những bổn phận dành cho người phụ nữ mà suốt đời mình làm hoài từ khi sinh ra tới khi nhắm mắt. Bản thân tự xét lại thì bổn phận nào cũng luôn cố gắng hết sức chu tất theo cách tốt đẹp nhất mà mình làm được. Khi còn là con nít bám theo ba má, ba má biểu gì làm nấy. Lớn lên một chút bắt đầu cứng đầu, cũng làm nhiều việc trái ý hay chưa vừa ý ba má, nhiều vụng về lầm lỗi. Cho nên ngày nào cũng bắt đầu ngày mới bằng ngồi thiền và lời nguyện cầu tạ ơn và sám hối với ba má. Cuối ngày tạ ơn ngày an lành tạ ơn tình yêu thương của tất cả người thân.

Hôm nay được ngồi một mình trong ngày sinh nhật thứ 60 của mình. Cũng cám ơn tất cả ai chia xẻ ngày vui ra đời của mình Hoàng Thị Mỹ Phương.

April full moon day of the Lunar

Each year at mid-April full moon day of lunar calendar I celebrate my birthday, I was born in 1956. This year 2016 I have just turned 60 years old. What I have been doing in 60 years of my life? From birth till now I have had too many positions. I am the daughter of my parents, the niece of many uncles aunties, grandkid of grandparents ... I grew up then became a primary school pupil, and go up to middle to high school students and college. Done all 4 grades of education, I became a teacher. Besides the teacher's job I became Mr. Kim‘s wife, then I became the mother of 3 children, then I became grandmother of three lovely girls. I found myself to have too many positions, these positions are giving me a lot of obligations for a woman to do throughout my life from birth to the day that my eyes close forever. I scanned thoughtfully myself I always try my best to fulfill all my duties as the best way that I can do. As kids follow parents, I did whatever my parents want me to do. Growing up I became a stubborn girl, I did some of unwanted or not satisfied my parents’ wishes, I have made many clumsy mistakes. So now when my new day begins I spend sometimes to meditate and pray to thank and repent to my parents. At the end of the day I thank for a peace day and love of all my family members.

Today I stay home alone on my 60 birthday. I also thanks to all who shared the happiness of birthday of Hoàng Thị Mỹ Phương.

Phương Hoàng Hamilton

Sunday, May 22, 2016

Ngày Rằm Tháng Tư

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